Kangen : Perasaan Bahagia Yang Menyakitkan

Gw kangen sama masa lalu gw, untuk sekarang ini gw lagi kangen sama jaman SMA gw,  lebih tepatnya gw kangen sama mantan gw . Iya gw pernah punya pacar dulu dari SMA kelas 2, sampe gw kuliah semester 2 .

Dan sekarang gw kangen sama dia, tapi dia udah engga tau deh dimana, lagi ngapain, apa dia kangen juga sama gw ?

Sebelum ini kita masih hubungan kok, masih ketemu, masih sms an, masih suka jalan bareng, tapi tiba2 dia suruh gw ngejauhin dia . Dan akhirnya sekarang gw cuma bisa nungguin dia sms gw, gw pernah beberapa kali sms dia, tapi engga dibales . Mungkin dia udah lupa sama gw kali ya ?
Gw udah berpisah kurang lebih 8 bulan kalo ga salah .

Pertama kali gw kenal dia itu lagi SMA, gw jadian 31 januari 2009 .

Dan sekarang udah mau Desember dan bentar lagi januari, dan gw kangen sama dia, gw mau ngeliat dia lagi, meskipun dia cuma lewat dari jauh mungkin udah cukup buat gw .

Gw kangen semua hal tentang dia, entah dia yang disana mungkin udah bahagia dengan hidupnya sendiri .
Udah lupa tentang gw .

Gw kangen masa2 ini, pertama kali seumur hidup gw, ulang taun gw dirayain rame2 sama temen2 gw dan sama dia juga, kejadiannya waktu gw pas 1 bulan resmi pacaran sama dia .

Apalagi kemaren temen gw ulang tahun juga, ngeliat dia dirayain sama pacarnya bareng gw juga tentu aja gw ngiri, apa iya gw bisa ngerasain lagi kaya gini ? .



" Aku kangen sama kamu ta, kamu dimana sekarang ? kamu sehat kan ? ga sakit kepala lagi ? aku ga berharap jadi yang terbaik buat kamu, dimanapun kamu berada aku cuma pengen nanti kalo kamu ngeliat aku, kamu akan tersenyum dan bilang  *dia pernah sayang sama gw*  "


And here i am , The Man Who Can't Be Moved

Going Back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move

Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand

Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am? "

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand

I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man

I know it makes no sense but what else can I do

How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"

I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"

Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows

If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause If one day you wake up and find that you're missing me

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be

Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet

And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street

So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,

I'm not moving, I'm not moving

People talk about the guy that's waiting on a girl

There are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved

Maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news

And you'll come running to the corner

'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

Going back to the corner where I first saw you

Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move

******* Sorry Curcol Dikit *******